I work twice as hard to stay just barely above water. (And I look at it as though I can still breathe. So I’m very thankful for that)
However, I just can’t seem to win.
Long story simplified. Last March, my roommate told me she was paying April rent then moving out. After 60 applications and managing to come up with 1200 every month until the end of August. I finally got a job.
As great as I’m doing at my job, I get paid weekly. I have discussed this with my new found property management. So every Friday, I have always paid rent. Even making extra money from the late fee.
I understand property managements don’t like that and want to be paid upfront. Neither do I, but at least I’m paying rent. Every week, just to be broke. Still find it worth it, just to have a roof over my head.
I’ve applied to the their “flex” multiple times. (Where it lets me pay twice a month. To try and save myself money from the late fees and they can hopefully feel better knowing I have a set pay.)
For whatever reason, they deny me, every time.
I just signed my renewal in November. Only to find out they’re terminating my lease. I have to be out by April. I have no idea why.
Uuuuuuugh I have been trying not to cry anymore. I don’t know what to do. I just gave up my storage. I figured I couldn’t afford storage and my apartment. So since I renewed my lease, I didn’t think I’d need the storage.
All property places require rent and deposit. I’m doing this all on my own. I have so much stuff. I don’t have family.
I just got promoted at my job. I’m usually a great saver.
Having the rugged pulled out from under me has made it hard to catch back up.
However, I can still do rent and deposit. Just not all at once. Taxes should help hopefully with that issue.
But I need a place to live 🥺🥺🥺
I don’t understand, to only have two months? I’m trying to figure things out before I the depression settles in and makes it worse.
It is a constant struggle but having my own place is worth it. I’ve lived in my car for two years when I moved here. I had a studio apartment that I was subleasing. Learned the hard way to never do that again.
I’ve lost it all so many times. I can’t do it anymore. I’d understand if I was a shitty person. Actually if I was a shitty person I’d probably have no self awareness of it, nor understand there was anything wrong.